Adz The Batz

Honey..

2010-01-02T04:14:00.005+08:00

Although i'm not there always remember i'll always be thinking of you..
It's weird how i love you this much although we just got together..
I'll be back every Sunday..
I hope..
Even if i don't i'll still love you as much before..
You'll be waiting for me to come back right? =')
I'll try to get sleep when i'm there..
And i'll try not to cry as much..
I promise.. =)

And you don't have to worry about me dear..
I'll take care of myself..
And i hope you will too..
Remember drink loads of water..
Your cough never seem to go away..
And And..
Everytime when you sneeze..
It's me missing you! =)
And don't cry too much dear..
Your eyes becoming smaller everytime you do..
And don't always rub your eyes too!

Even if you do cry..
Get rid of all the stupid things your thinking of..
Cause it all isn't true..
I still love you..
And stick to your butt already =P
I have the doll with me..
So i'll be sleeping with a piece of you when i'm there.. =)
I'll kiss it every night..
Hoping somehow the kisses would be MAGICALLY felt by you... =P
I just hope you'll be safe and sound while i'm not around..
Hope you think of me..
And my sua tu-ness =P

I hope you'll be here when i'm back..
To tell me everything that happened in 3 months..
Just in case i can't be back every Sunday..
I just wanna say..
I LOVE YOU HONEY!
With lots of kisses and huggies =')

P.S: I bet daling crying now..But smile dear..For me okie?Smile smile.. =)

I hope you know

2010-01-02T03:47:00.004+08:00

He looked at her and her eyes start to water..
She's gonna miss that look for a while..
In two days..
She'll be off to somewhere she doesn't want to go..
She spent the day with him..
But a day just doesn't seem enough..
She kept stealing glances at him when he wasn't noticing..
Wandering what's going through his mind..
Time seemed to pass really fast when she was with him..
No matter how much she wanted time to pause that moment..
It just wouldn't..
It just went by..

They went for dinner..
Talked and laughed..
A huge smile was plastered on his face the whole day..
The cute smile she will miss..

Then it was time to go...
Stopped at a random place near her place and took pictures..
Smiles everywhere..
She looked at the clock and her heart felt heavy..
She wished hard,time would pause that moment...
And then he said those 3 words..

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"I love you...."

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When she got down from the car..
Her footsteps were heavy..
Each one refusing to step further from him..
Her eyes started to water again..
She held onto the necklace he gave her..
His heart will always be with her..
Then through the tears a smile lit up..
What he said ringed in her head the whole day..
She knew how much he meant it..
And all she wanted him to know..
She feels the same too..

"I love you too..."=)

Guess it's a new year

2010-01-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

Happie New Year everyone..
(=
Seems like everything passed so fast..
2009 wasn't a great year...
But then again it was kinda fun..

So BYE 2009..

And..

Hello 2010 =)

Him

2009-12-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

I don't know what else i can do anymore..
It feels like i've done the most i can do already..
I'm sorry i lied to u..
I'm sorry i did it again..
But i didn't do it on purpose..
I know..
Sorry cannot cure anything...
But i just really want you to know i love you..
And i need you..
Every day..
Every minute..
Every second..
Even milisecond..

I hope you know that somehow even if we argue..
Or fight like there wasn't another tomorrow..
I'll still love you as much..
I'll still love you like the day you asked me to be yours..
I'll still love you no matter what...

You know the feeling when something tickles you and your spine tingles..
That's how i feel when you tell me those 3 words..
The words i want to hear everyday..
I just want you to know..

I.LOVE.YOU.TOO

Worries

2009-12-17T18:53:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why...
And how..
But it seems like me going to NS is starting to hit me..
Crazingly hard..
I thought i've accepted the fact that i'll be going..
I thought 'oh what the heck it's just ns'..
I thought i would actually be looking forward to it..

But it seems like that feeling is gone..
Yeah i might be exaggerating a little..
Everyone says it isn't so bad once you've get the hang of it..
But i have a feeling i'm going to hate it there..
Looking at the calender makes me nervous..
Seeing that it's gonna be soon...
Like i've no time to do everything i want before being happy to leave for ns..
Yes it may only be three months but many things can happen in that period of time..
Loads of stuff..
I wish somehow it'll never come..
I'll never have to go to ns..
I keep wondering why was i so LUCKY to get it..
Why was i one of them?
I just realise only bad stuff happens to me..
Yeah people might say good things always comes after the bad ones..
But mine..
Bad things comes continuously..

I don't want to go..
....I really don't....

Thinking about it makes me sick to the stomach..
I'll miss my friends...
Miss my own bed...
Miss being able to just lay around like the lazy pig i am..
And i'll definitely miss him..
I know i'll be able to come back on sundays..
But it seems like it just wouldn't do..
Somehow i feel like i won't be coming back either..
I wish i didn't have to go..
I wish my parents DIDN'T let me go..

I wish NS ever existed!

Whoever came up with the idea that girls have to go for ns is an idiot..
A pure sexist and brainless shit he/she is..
Come to think of it..
Would someone a girl of my age..
Actually stay here when there's a war on and fight huge men triple the size of i am with guns and who knows what shit they have with them..
Are they really that brainless to think that way?
If they do then BRAVO!They are the smartest shitholes ever!
Wow i never knew there were such brainless yet SMART people on the earth..

I hate this place..
And i f*cking hate NS.

I'm Back

2009-12-15T00:32:00.001+08:00

Emz!
Yesh people i'm back =P
Not like anyone reads my blog but yes Emz..
I'll start updating again from now on..
But for now just a short post..
Toodles~

DAMAI TOMMOROW~
WaWee~ =D

So little time..

2009-10-26T11:29:00.003+08:00

It seems that there is sooo little time left till everything is over..
School..
Exams..
Time...

Time left with friends are getting shorter and shorter..
Until the time when everyone leaves..

I'll be alone...

Feels like there is still loads to do but isn't much time left..
Loads i have to say..
Loads i plan to do and yet to do..
It seems like every minute that goes by..
Is the minute i will miss having..

I'll miss school..
Miss my friends..
Miss the crappiness we had..
Miss gossiping in school..
Miss doing things that we know is wrong but do anyways..
Miss getting in trouble..
Miss everything we did together..

I'll.Miss.MEJA =(

Short and simple

2009-09-21T23:48:00.004+08:00

I MISS Park JaeBeom and is awaiting his return =(

Park JaeBeom

2009-09-15T19:00:00.007+08:00

This is confirmed..

I HAVE A HUGE IDOL CRUSH ON MY DARLING OLD MAN PARK!

The feeling is so totally taking over..
And i can't get over the fact HE'S GONE FROM 2PM..

I.Miss.You.Park.JaeBeom. =(

No idea who he's with but i reckon is his family..
Omg he's ubberly adorable here! XD

And this picture made me wonder..

omg what have they both been doing?!?!?! XD
Jae's clevage is like nicer than mine! @@
One word..

SMEXY! =D

But i still have one more thing to say..

I.NEED.YOU.BACK.JAEBEOM. =(

Korea.IS.Gay

2009-09-12T21:04:00.009+08:00

...well to the netizens there of course =)
What ya gonna do?
Make me commit suicide too?
GOSH I'M SCARED~~! =0

I was suppose to post about my dear Park JaeBeom or so called Jay Park now..
But i was in pure depression (cried as bad as when i found out i got into ns)
And..

YESH

Do i have to say more?
Park JaeBeom,the leader of 2PM has left on the 8th September.
The cause?
UNREASONABLE NETIZENS THAT ONLY RUIN PEOPLES LIFE

Who can resist such cutie like him?
His perverted smile and talks about nipples and breast!

Yesh this perverted face! =D
Oh how much i'm missing them.. =(
Yes he did make a mistake by saying Korea is gay..
But it was like what?
4 years ago?
He was alone and didn't know a frigging thing about Korean culture..
But he apologized and yes..
HE IS PROUD THE BE A KOREAN NOW!
What kind of stupid idiot would dig shits like this out when it happened long time ago?

WAIT..
I know who..

MOFOS-ASKING-PEOPLE-TO-COMMIT-SUICIDE-CAUSE-OF-SOMETHING-THAT-HAPPENED-AGES-AGO kinda people..

Four words to those netizens..

SCREW YOUR DAMN ASSES

What if i asked your family members to commit suicide?
You'll rejoice and shout in laughter?
If netizens really wanna screw some peoples like then screw your own!

He is just an innocent and loved leader by all..
He attracted more lovers then haters..
So why are you netizens so against him?
It's not like he ever did anything to the netizens..

Well i guess the netizens are pretty pathetic and are just JEALOUS..
Jealous of his obviously cute smile and hot body!

To netizens out there..
He's hot and you know it!
I won't rest until the day Jay Park returns to 2PM.

I MISS PINK GRANDPA PARK !

And stop being hateful towards people you don't know and ruin their career..
Mofos much? =)

Remembered always

2009-09-03T22:38:00.005+08:00

As time goes by..
One by one..
Everyone will start to leave..
Friends..
Family..
Relatives..
Seeing how it is makes heart broken..

I pray for you..
Your dad...
I'm sure he'll find paradise in heaven..
God must really want to see him..
A great man..
Don't worry about it my dear..
He's happy and safe in God's hands..

Stay strong and hang on..

Just remember..

We'll always be here for you..
Know when you stumble..
You're never alone..
Being here with you with every step you make..

Smile~What's the use of crying =)

He is indeed in the arms of an angel.. :)
My prayers will always be with you and your family
=')

Adorkable Adorkable Adorkable!

2009-07-27T23:51:00.005+08:00

Omg OMG OMG!

2PM are the cutest thing/people alive!!

They make great daddies *ahem or big brothers or boyfriend* =P

You'll see what i mean after watching this clip..

JaeBummie at the back asking the little girl something and he hugged her!!

Cute no? =P

And Nickhunnie and WooYoung carrying the girl the whole time T.T

Too adorable till T.T =P

I wish i was that girl =(

Videa taken from allkpop and credits to whom this video belongs too..

I LOVE YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE XD

School

2009-07-20T22:25:00.006+08:00

4 motnhs left in the schol and it is becoming hell..
Can it at least be a memorable time with my frends?

NO

People have to just go ruin it..

School is the worse place to be ever right now..
My form teacher seriously have no sense at all..
I don't get how she thinks seriously!
Ever since she shuffle the class sitting place (ONLY OUR PLACE ACTUALLY)
She created a lot of problems..
AND SHE IS CONTRADICTING HER OWN WORDS

This is the conversation between us..
It isn't exactly the same but it went something like this..

Tchr Y : You people hor..can't split up oh~?
Us : Yea we together since kindi..?
Tchr Y : Aiyo~Cannot like that orh~
Us : We not the only one noisy...
Tchr Y : But still you influence other people..
Us : But other people also nosiy
Us : Yea not only us noisy leih
Us : So unfair you know
Tchr Y : But the influence still there
Us : But we quiet also other people noisy what
Tchr Y : No matter what the influence still there..
*Marie and Jas didn't wanna pick a fight with teacher*
Fran, Me and Ems : *WTF face*
Tchr Y : Oh yea..ting shua ni men mei zhi jiang chou hua?
Me : YEA ALOT..
Tchr Y : You people cannot like that oh..You'll affect other people..I dont want the hubungan between your classmates to be affected (something that she started not us..before repositioning us we were fine)
Fran,me and Ems : *WTF face again*
Tchr Y : *Starts talking bout CW*

WTF man!!!
Influence people when we quiet?
We that hiong is it?
You know we didn't even take her seat and she the one go of by herself..
WE never ask her go but she herself go..
Then CW go tell teacher bout us swearing..
What the eff man...
It's not like we swear to her also..
We NEVER ask us to listen to us also..
She go blurt out to teacher so childish man..

ONE SENTENCE
NOT YOUR EFFING BUSINESS IF WE SAY ALSO..

You my mother meh?
No right?
I know some teachers might read this blog but CW and teacher Y totally holds a grudge against us..
Really really what the eff..
I hate two face people and two face people should GO DIE..
If you don't like us SAY IT IN OUR FACE please..
Be brave..
Don't worry we won't eat you..
We'll just swallow you whole :)
The only sickening thing is i think this is going to be in my testinonial thanks to what CW said..
If it is stated in there..
You don't wanna know what i'm going to do..

Another one is her fren...
CW fren..
She just comes to us and sit on our lap for no reason and pretend to talk and click..
WHAT THE EFF..
Then this morning she gave us the wtf face when we ki siao-ing..
Ok i choked on the cincau and of course ki siao lar!
But she just have to give us the wtf face and shake her head..
DOTS man..
My class got many two face people lor..
okay not many but a few...
So angry okay..
I know this may cause them to hate me more but this is how i feel seriously..

ANGRY!!!

I mean seriously if this little thing is gonna affect my testimony then why bother having a testimony in the first place?
People judge other people on the outside so the testimonial is useless in a way..
Doing something wrong once WILL BE YOUR CRIME forever..
Ironic huh?

CAN YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME MY LAST 4 MONTHS IN THE SCHOOL A GOOD TIME?

Sh*ts

2009-07-08T23:15:00.004+08:00

It's weird how everything never seem to go my way..
Sometimes things are hard to express..
Even to the closest friend..
I feel like God really really hates me for some reason..
Nothing is happening like how i planned..
Yes,things do go wrong in life but mine..

EVERYTHING goes wrong..

Being in school starts to suck..
I feel lonelier even in school now..
The results of ns is getting to me..
I tried studying to get things of my mind..
But it was just a total waste of time..
Stress from studies getting to me..
Stress from my feelings..
Stress from everything..

Weird how after him i could feel again..
I actually had feelings for a guy..
But it all just failed..
Maybe it's just a feeling..
But no mater how much i tell myself not to fall for anyone it comes back after a while..
Maybe it'll go away..
Maybe it won't last..
I'm trying so hard not to fall for anyone anymore..
Cause when i do it seems i'll get hurt again..

I don't exactly see the point in life anymore since everything is just gonna crumble down to nothing but mere dust..
I feel like crying but tears won't come out..
No matter how much i try to forget it will still be there..
Endless nights of uncomfy sleep..
It's getting to me..

Everyone around me seems to be better than me..
No matter how much better i want to be i have reached my limit..
I can't be smarter..
I can't be prettier..
I can't be better..

I wish i could run away from it all..
Call me a coward i don't care..
Sometimes facing it is just too hard and running away seems to be the best option..

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..I hate life and life hates me back..
BIG TIME

Emo

2009-07-06T23:33:00.001+08:00

Depression has got to me.. ):

My life is over

2009-06-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

I hate life and God hates me T.T

RANT

2009-06-30T15:55:00.002+08:00

Omg bloody pist off okay..

Stupid m*thaf*cking shopkeeper!

@%#$^&*@%%#^*(#@$!!

Cheapskate piece of sh*t!

GYAH!!!

MJ MJ

2009-06-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

This is late but..

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON..

I always admired his songs..
I admit he was..
WILL always be a legend..
But cause of some stuff that he did brought him down..
Anyhoo..
He will always he known as..

THE KING OF POP

(:

PSP Original Umd Tekken 5 Dark Ressurection

2009-06-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

This is super random cause it's not like anyone would read my blog but....

I'm selling PSP Original UMD for Tekken 5 Dark Ressurection

I'm selling for rm80 about since its the official product,brand new and SEALED..

So if anyone interested please visit my lowyat thread =)

All info are stated in the thread..

Please do visit yea even if for fun ^^

But don't post up any crappy stuff not relevant to the umd..

Toodles~ (:

Unspeakable anger

2009-06-27T11:38:00.002+08:00

Omg wth man!
Teacher want to change our place?!
MCB AR!!
What's your problem?!?!
Although you are teacher cannot abuse you power ok
The way talk to my mum like got hinting gok..
You wan say i talkative go ahead la..
Still want ask here ask there
Wth
You think changing place would do us any good?
It will make us bo sim wan study more okie -.-

Damn angry..
-.-

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Daddie's Day!!

Hugs and muakx to all daddie's out there :)

And a huge kiss and a big hug to my own daddy..
Wanna know why my dad is the most special one in the world?

It's because he's the only one that got me XD

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Don't have much to blog about recently..
Still waiting to blog about the telematch..

Anyhoo..

Went to my grandparents place for dinner..
Talked to cousins..
And that's about it..
Nothing much =)

Toodles~

Telematch

2009-06-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Will blog about it once i can get the pictures into the comp =)

Mandu cheeks

2009-06-09T22:32:00.005+08:00

Eh me gyah!!!!

This is the most adrable kid ever in the entire universe..
And he grew up hot too =P

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You sure you're ready for this?

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Here goes!!!

JJANG JJANG JJANG!!!

This Woo young from 2pm..
Yesh he is..
Or should i say..
WAS the most adorable thing ever!!!
=)

Ok here he looks a bit evil but yeah =)
Still very adorable okay!
Dare to say no and i'll swallow you whole X)

WooYoungie so cute!!
I think i repeated this line like a hundred times..
And i'll repeat it a hundred times more..
Bluek =P

Anyhoo..
He grew up to be this hot..

Omg..
Hot no? =)
Miss his mandu cheeks though..
Sigh..

To WooYoung : Get back your mandu cheeks or i'll eat you up X)

PS: Picture credits goes to allkpop website =)

To do or not to?

2009-06-07T12:15:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION
To all psp-er out there who owns the latest psp 3 series..

THE CRACK IS OUT

The crack came out few days ago and some shops have the crack already..
So every psp 3 series owner can now mod/crack their psp and say bye to super expensive original umds! =D

But sadly for some owners originality is what is important..
Like me =(

To crack or not to crack..?

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Sadly..
It has been done.. =(
My bro so smart upgrade his software to the latest and cannot be cracked..
And unfortunately mine was version 5.03..
So my bro experimented on it..
And...

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It worked... ><
But oh well what done is done..
Now at least can enjoy games cheaper right? =)

And i'm just pist of that my pictures all gone.. -.-

Gyahhhh~

2009-06-02T19:37:00.014+08:00

Omg

Omg

OMG

OMG!

I know this is lke super lagging but..

IP MAN IS SO DAMN COOL..

Oh my gahh!!

I know i know people watched it ages ago but i just bought the disc recently.. =P
DAMN COOL LA HO!!
I so totally want a husband that knows martial arts too..
I mean the super expert and world famous one..
Cool arr =P

It's about the Japan-invade-China time and martial art was something famous then..
Ok i'm like contradicting myself cause i DO like japanese guys.. =P

BUT IT'S COOL..
It's also about how a chinese man defend chinese people and stuff..

AND THE STORY IS BASED ON TRUE STORY..
OH MY GYAH!!!

This is very random but i like kung fu now..
Hiiii-yahh~!! =P

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Random fangirl spazz but...

BUT KOREAN GUYS SPEAKING ENGLISH IS DARN SMEXY!!
Purr~
SEXAY XD

Okay now to the real thing...

JAEBUM IS DAMN ADORABLE!!!
Eh meee gahh!!!! XD

You'll see why =P
Watch this clip and you'll fall in love with them.. =P

JAE AND JUNHO SO ADORABLE IN THIS CLIP XD
WARNING
BRACE YOURSELF FOR FANGIRL/FANBOY(i doubt any =P) SQUEAL XD

I squealed like crazy when i saw the clip =P
The way JaeBummie run like a little retarded kid..
I mean CUTE retarded kid..
And i'm so totally loving it!!! XD

MUST WATCH THE CLIP EVERYONE!!
JUST PRESS THE PLAY BUTTON!
YOU WON'T REGRET X)

2PM babeh~

2009-05-28T14:39:00.005+08:00

It's..

2PM babeh~!

Omg omg omg..
Fangirl spazz..
2PM the most adorable cutes i've ever seen..
Especially in idol world ^^

Omg i so totally want to meet them one day..
If i was on my death bed the only thing i could wish for is to meet them..
Bunch of cute hotties T.T
I'm deprived from hot guys.. -.-

Anyhoo...
Gyah~!!!! XD

Lol..
JaeBeommie..
The leader..
The crappiest leader ever..=P
His body can kill people by the way..
And he knows it -.-

Eh meee Goddieee!!
This is what i mean -.-
But he's still cute and number one!! :)

...Emz,he is so totally cute okay.. =P

Practically all of them are cute..
And of course cool..
With their comeback 'Again and again'

EVERYONE GO WATCH =)

From left to right..
JaeBeom, Junho, Junsu, Nickhun, ChanSung, Woo young , Teacyon..
Gyahh~~
Another spazz =P

The Rain lookalike..
Junho!! ^^
He so adorable with the eye smile of his..
Damn ><

Not forgetting WOO YOUNG!!!
Omg..
He's totally and ubberly adorable..
With his cheap dances XP

WARNING
Brace yourself for these total cuties and make sure to get ready for spasms XD

Here's again the link to idol world..
Just in case.. =P

2Pm Idol world english subs

Today today

2009-05-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

Lol..
Went to rebond my hair..
I just realised something today..

MUM'S CAN CHANGE THEIR MINDS VERY QUICKLY

Omg...
Really cannot stand..
First say okay..
Then a while say not ok..
Then ok again..
My mind went bonkers a while -.-
This is a no wander how people can go crazy from mother's nagging..

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Me with new hair..
Not much differ actually..
-.-
But oh wells..
Don't have to worry bout bad hair days anymore =D
But now my hair super flat..
Can't wait to wash it and let it be fluffier..
Hahahaha.. XD

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One more thing..

EXAMS DID VERY BADLY T.T

I fail miserably in life..
Sigh..

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2009-05-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

Mum's are so damn annoying

When driving also need scream here scream there like i nobody's business

I come back in one piece enough liao ma

The more you scream the more i black out

What part of that don't you understand?

So damn Infuriating

What's the point of getting a license if you're not gonna let me drive

If i was a noob driver i wouldn't even get my license

Wth man.

Sigh..

2009-04-25T20:27:00.001+08:00

Am...

Kinda...

Very...

Sad...

Today...

=(

Passes =)

2009-04-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Omg

Omg

Omg

OMG...

I PASSED DRIVING TEST..

Omg i never knew this day would actually come..
It felt like just yesterday when me and friends were ranting..

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"If only we could drive" *sigh*

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And today i got it..
Wee.. ~ 8)

~Byes L license~

Okay i know i look totally hideous but what eff..
I GOT A LICENSE =P

Thank god i got route A..
ROUTE A..
The easiest route..
Was kinda happy..
Lucky my examiner was not like Jas one..
I so feel for you Jas..
If i had someone screaming in my ear when i drive..
I think i'll blank out and die ><

RANDOM~~

This is just a random picture i decided to post up..
Fran and me..
I look scary.. ><

Big Bang

2009-04-10T19:33:00.010+08:00

Omg

Omg

OMG

OMG

Big Bang are the cutest thing ever!!
Ok fine cutest people..
XD
They might not have the killer looks like DBSK but they are sooo adorable!!
G-Dragon is the cutest ass ever..

GDRAGON!!! XD
Although he always comes out with weird hairstyles he's still adorable as ever!!! ~heartz~

Gd~ XD
I really like his hair here..
Although it's weird..
It fits him..
ALOT =p Ma two fave ppl in big bang!!
G dragon and TOP!
DaeSung is cute too of course..

Jang!
Daesungie~ =P

Totally fell in love with them..
Wish i could meet them..
Love them sooooo much XD
Sigh.. =(

Happy burthday

2009-03-28T16:03:00.004+08:00

MARIE!!!
Happy birthday...
I just got out from bed..
My eyes heavy but still manage to write this post =P
I'm such a good dad am i not? =P

Marie and Me..
I know I know you're finally gonna drive and i bet your excited bout it..
(she spazz bout it all the time being able to drive)
But remember bring me out!! =P
Muhahahaha...

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Random post..

Miyavi getting Married?

Hmm...

Even i am in denial =P

Go to hell

2009-03-22T18:54:00.001+08:00

Forget it..

I take back everything..

Just go to hell you f*cking bastard..

Hmm Hmm..

2009-03-22T14:10:00.003+08:00

Its weird how i wander if he looks back..
May have been quite long already..
After thinking about it..
Seems that things worked out after we broke up..
I finally got my psp..
He can freely smoke..
Hang out with our own friends..
Things that would never happen when we were together..
But sometimes my mind still dwell in the past..
Thinking about him..
Wandering does he feel the same..
Doubt it..
But it's funny thinking all back...
Just wish i could talk to him somehow..
Asking how is he..
What happened in the past 7 months..
Smile when we see each other..
But never will happen..
I wander whether he keeps those memories somewhere with him..
Or is it all gone..
Weird seeing him after a long time when's he's not the guy i knew before..
Haih..
Too much to wander..
But will never get to the answer..
Somehow i wish i would never see him again..
NEVER...
But when he appears in front of me it's like..
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I miss him..

...sigh...

Driving fun?

2009-03-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

HECK NO

It's actually very energy draining..
And not to say it's a have-to-pay-a-lot-of-attention-to-the-road-or-else-get-bombarded-by-instructor kinda thing..

It's..

TOTALLY NO FUN

My first lesson was yesterday..
Was excited at first..
Who wouldn't be..
The first time stepping on the fuel and navigating the steering wheel..
Of course exciting.. =D
But thinking of driving about 3 hours straight..
Or even more..
VERY TIRING -.-
Well the only thing i'm happy about is getting use to the gear..
It wasn't as hard as i thought..
But when your instructor keeps clenching his teeth and gets pist at every little mistake you do..
It's like hell..

Gyah..
Another day tommorow another lesson..

Aish... -.-

Late birthday post

2009-03-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

I admit this is late but happy birthday Emz..
Kept trying to find a picture of you that nobody has..
But practically fail since you don't like taking pictures.. =P

Emz

Emz

EMZ

EMZ..

Happy birthday my son =D (belated i mean =P)

And this is my 100th post!! XD
Well it's about time =P
A little eye candy for you =P

Ladiladida?

2009-03-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

Will update when am in the mood..
And something to blog about..

(my life very boring) =P

Boys Over Flowers?

2009-03-09T13:58:00.005+08:00

Gyah..

Gyah..

GYAH!!

GYAH!!!

OMG BOYS OVER FLOWERS = <3 x 1000000000!!

The casts are cute!!
Fine at first i thought they were ugly but they grew on me!!
Even the Lead actress is so adorable..
But the story line getting on my nerves..
So fustrating!!
I wan Guem Jan Di be with Gu Joon Pyo!!
Gyah!!! T.T

I am an addict to Boys Over Flwoers..
Or was it Boys Before Flowers?
Either way..
They still are cute!! XD

WARNING
IF YOU HAVE DECIDED TO WATCH BRACE YOURSELF FOR CUTIES AND BECOME AN ADDICT TO IT XD

Youtube link to boys over flowers if you wanna watch =P

Revived From the Dead

2009-03-05T15:18:00.007+08:00

I'M ALIVE!

My blog is officially alive again..
Haha..
Must be wandering why i didn't update right right right? =P
Miss me? =P
Exam was just over..
Few hours ago..
Thank God it's over..
I seriously can't stand another day of brain damaging...
And my sejarah is a confirm FAIL..
Oh wait...
That goes for my chem too..
And physics..
And Bio..
And Moral..
And Bm..
And Add Math..

CONCLUSION (still got conclusion one -.-)
ALL FAIL MISERABLY -.-

I am sooo dead this time..
Sigh..
Lots to update about..
But i think it's a little too late to update what happened already..
But here it goes..

SUMMARY (still into english ><)

Few days 14th feb..
GOT MY PSP =D
Regret didn't get the red one..
Sigh..
So got black instead..

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14th February..
Yea it's suppose to be valentines but i went out with my friends for a failed-to-watch-movie..
Nothing much happen..
Dinner at my house..
Bexter and Slime and Ant was there too..

Marie and me! =P

Cousins,Friends and me =)

Me,Ant and Slime..
Haha..
I threw cake at him..
Well he started it first!!! =P

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20th February..
Nothing much happened on my real birthday..
Some people even forget..
Not some actually..
A LOT..
Oh wells...

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28th february..
The start of pure pain and brain damaging days...
EXAM..EXAM!!

And that's about it...
Lol.. =P

First time driving

2009-02-08T15:24:00.002+08:00

Finally drove for the first time~!!
Haha..
Cousin drove me to the market where there is big space..
And she let me drive her car! =P
I know this is lagging but everyone seems to have experience driving .. =P
I drove a auto car though..
So i bet the lesson and last night would be totally differ..
Cause i was using power steering..
Dang..
But my first experience wasn't that bad..
I did a perfect 3-point turning!! =P
Well..
Almost perfect? =P
I parked the car butt first too..
I always told my mum i surely can't do it..
But hey!
I could =P
Now i can't sit still and restless..
Excited bout my first lesson..
Which will be like in bout a month..
DAMN!! T.T

U-know YUNHO!! =)

2009-02-06T14:29:00.005+08:00

Happy Yunho Day!!
Happy birthday sexay beast =)

Yunho oppa!!
You look so good here..
No wander Jea Joongie fell in love with you..
You two should get married!!
Perfect YunJae couple!! =P
Yaoi spazz =P

A-hah!!
Caught ya in the act!! =P

You look hilarious here..
Poker face! =P
But..

But...

But....

BUT...
I still freaking love you =P

Sexy SEXAY!! =P

I freaking love your hair here..
DAmn nice!!
Yunho oppa looked the cutest here..
Like innocent lil Yunho oppa =P
With the vampie teeth..

But now he become a man slut..
BUT I LIKE!! =P

Anyways..
Happy Birthday Yunho!! =)

Not to feel?

2009-01-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

Its funny how things happen so quickly..
I went through my drawer and actually found my old phone..
The always-seem-to-jam-and-spoil one phone..
Used my Celcom number to go on it..
And went through the inbox..

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The feeling was very weird..
It's like i got stabbed in the heart again..
Read every one of them..
Smiled at a few of them then soon my cheeks were wet..
Through the tears a smile still popped out..

"I won't ever leave you dear dear..I promise you that XD"

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"Dear dear..You know i love you too much to leave you.."

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"I always want you.. XD No matter what."

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Those messages hit me..
Lies before my eyes..
Slapped me hard on the face..
Laughing back at me at how pathetic i am..
I wish i could go back to those days..
Those times..
Wander why i'm still holding to those memories and i know it isn't gonna happen again..
He ain't coming back and i'm aware of that..
But why can't i seem to feel again?
Why am i still not able to feel the same with another guy?
It has been a while already since his absence..
But no one can seem to fill his spot..
Am i just holding back from being hurt again?
Or i've become numb?
I really don't know anything about love anymore..
I used to be an expert in it..
Now it disappeared..
Damned much?

Happy CNY everyone =)

2009-01-26T19:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, YEOROBUN!!
(it means everyone in korean =P)

Haha..
Today finally came..
Chinese New Year..
Practically half death from all the firecracker last night..
Even took videos =)

Will post it up once i figure out the problem with my cable or computer ><

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Anyways..
Today is also..
JaeJoonngie's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXAY! XD

He looks adorable here.. =)
The fact that i thought he was fugliest when i first saw him..sorry jas =P

Cute Cute.. =P
Happy it's your birthday JaeJoong?
I wander what Yunho is gonna get you..
Ou la la =P

Caught you two red handed.. =0
I wander where this leads too..
Hmm?? =P

Jae Joongie!! =)

Happy Belated birthday Andrea =)

2009-01-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

Couldn't have a post for you,Drea since i couldn't online...
Anyways..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!

=)

The emo-cool-at-the-same-time-lame monkey of 5Sc1 =P

Saengil chulka hamida chagya =D

2009-01-16T15:17:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday my darling Jaz! =D
Finally 17 eih?
Legal to drive..
Which means~...
Jaz~~~
Drive me where i want to go =P

Jae Joongie..
Jaz fav person =P

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAR~
Tadaa~
The birthday girl.. =)

Happy New year!! ^^

2009-01-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

~~HAPPY NEW YEAR!~~

^^

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Went movie with Ching Chen..
Yes only a friend..
And he can be another Sylvester..
LATE PEOPLE =P
Guys are being so fashionably late lately..
Am i right Jas?? =P

WARNING
LET GUYS KNOW TO COME AT LEAST AN HOUR EARLIER BECAUSE THEY WILL ALWAYS BE LATE =P

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Anyways went to watch Bedtime stories..
Nice ler..
Very furnie..
Featuring Adam Sandler..
There's one girl at the back that kept laughing until she sounded like she was crying..
Couldn't figure out whether she was laughing or crying.. -____-
Proves how good it is..
Haha =P

Went to After 3..
Yes he drove us there..
Sat down and he's the only one that ate..
Since i was going out with my besties later at night.. =P
I never knew he could talk a lot >< haha ="P" size="2">Sorry for waiting Jas and Marie =P

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After that went to Crown Square for dinner with Jas and Marie..
We ate the cheese baked thingy at Coseway..
Or whatever it is spelled.. =P
Then went shopping at hock lee..
Had to walk there >< dress ="P"><

Sigh sigh..

=P

Xmas gathering thingy

2008-12-28T14:32:00.001+08:00

Go to Jaz blog about the performance and what happened that night..
Go to Drea blog for the video and what happened too..
I didn't take much pictures so yea..
Ntg much to blog about.. =P

Ps~ I wasn't burping i was trying to restrain my laugh..

Not easy to sing and wanting to laugh at the same time.. ><

=P

Random picture of me..
Gyahahaha =P

On christmas

2008-12-27T14:40:00.003+08:00

Since i didn't blog about what i did on Christmas day I'll just do it now..
Quite long since I've updated..
Keke =P
Went to Francoise house..
She had open house so yea..
Ate ate ate only..
Our tummies practically bloat up like a blow fish..
Oh whatever that fish is called =P
Marie and me were there..
Accompany Frans..
Haha..

Me and Franz..
Keke..
She was wearing a NIGHTY =P
She kept complaining say why people kept thinking it was a nightie..
Haha =P

Me Fran and Marie with silly faces =P

In the christmas spirit..
A santa's hat..
haha =P
Then Marie went to my house after..
Then went home..
The end =p

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It gonna be a new year soon..
Time flies so fast no?
Gonna be 17 soon..
Can drive yes but SPM is gonna be hell..
I really hope next year will pass slowly..
So friends and i can live the moment together before going our own ways.. =)

The wedding

2008-12-26T21:56:00.008+08:00

~19th December 2008~

Finally i can blog about the wedding..
Haha..
Got the camera back so means loads of pictures!!
Keke..
But i won't be saying much..
Just loads of pictures..
hehe.. =P
My cuzzies and i =D
This was the night before the wedding where we had a family gathering at the house..
Lol..

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~20th December 2008~

Next day at the church..
The cars just hit me in the head..
Merz and Porche..
Gyahh!!
I want for my wedding next time too!!

Nice cars no??
Damn..
Jealous!! =P

It was furnie cause at the back of the car they hanged something there..
And it is..

This..

This..

This..

THIS..

Single and available was for the best man.. =P
I should ride in this car too..
Ahem..
Hahah =P

This is for my cousin..
Haha..
Find it so cute =P

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After church went back to the house the have the ol' so traditional tea ceremony!!
Means got ang pao!!
Ladiladida =P

There were many people..
But manage to snap here only..
Hehe.. =P

It was Ho Beng koko birthday too!
Haha..
He's the crappiest and furniest person alive..
Can be in my clan..
Crappy people clan.. =P

Wind was so strong that day till have to cover the candle till like that =P
Seriously strong.. -.-

Anyways me and bride =D
She's a nice and friendly person..
But she lost her voice so we were all wondering how she was going to say I DO out loud.. =P

Okie this is me posing..
Ladiladida..
I was bored! =P

Happy family potrait..
Uncle and auntie with son and daughter in law..
Nice picture no? =)

My turn receive ang pao!!
Keke =P

The bride and groom =P

Another..
The Just married thing so cute =D

Joanne and the best man =D

Me and cuzzie(bridegroom)! =P
I look weird here cause of the wind so whatever =P

Bro and the cars!
With the Single and Available thingy =P

Me with the sign!!! =P
Then went home and fell asleep whole afternoon cause damn tired..

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The dinner that night..
Was at sarawak club =D

Entrance..
And this is what i wore..

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~Me~
With flash..
Look weird..

Without flash..
Yes yes I know i look like Santarina..
My cousins kept calling me that.. ><

I was seated with cousins instead of my family..
Lol..
My table people =P

Cousin...

Grandma and grandpa with mummy =D

Cousins and nephews and niece..
Lol..

Aunties uncles and cousins =)

The very happy newly weds ^^

Alexandria,Joanne and HoBeng ko

Me and Oliver ko..
Isaac took from below.. -.-

Me and daddy ^^
Well still got many many pictures but lazy upload..
Hehe.. =P

Toodles..

K-otic

2008-12-23T13:00:00.006+08:00

Omg i saw this new band..
K-otic
They are okie lar..
Boy group..
I think originated from thailand if not mistaken..
But they have Japanese guy and Korean guy in it i think..
They had four languages in their song.. -.-
The korean guy is super cute!
Nei the one who has the individual picture up there..
Park JongBae!! XD
Cute cute cute!!
I only like the korean guy actually..
Haha =P
Two of them is Japanese..
Tada~~~
Okie i don't like them as much as ilove 2Pm JaeBummie but i just put up for fun since i have nothing to blog about..
So here =)

JONGBAE (19)

Name: Jongbae Park
School: International Community School
Birthdate: April 7, 1989
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Languages: Korean, Thai
Talents: Playing the piano and acting
He was scouted through talent search
He wrote the Korean rap verses in their songs
He also wrote the lyrics for the Korean version of their song "Ruk mai dai rue mai dai ruk"

KENTA (18)

Name: Kenta Tsuchiya
School: Ekamai International School
Birthdate: April 6, 1990
Birthplace: Saitama, Japan
Height: 170cm
Weight: 63 kg
Favorite fruit: banana
Favorite food: all Japanese food and Thai omelette and fried chicken
I hate the most: Bird (because its poop falls on your head)
I like: everything except birds
Behavior: being silent, being mad, likes to wrestle with a friend and be mad after the game
Talent: Breakdance
He appeared in 2005 movie "Rub Nong Sa Yong Kwan"
His mom is Thai and his dad is Japanese
He wrote the japanese rap verses along with Tomo

TOMO (18)

Name: Witsawa Taiyanon
Birthdate: June 7, 1990
Birthplace: Bangkok, Thailand
Languages: English, Japanese, Thai
School: Niva International School
Hobby: Dance and listening to music
Food: Japanese
Sport: Basketball
Genre: Hiphop, pop, alternative
Talent: Breakdance, beat box,
Behavior: being quiet, likes to cook japanese food
His mom is Japanese while his dad is Thai
He moved to America when he was 7 and lived there for 8 years
He wrote the japanese rap verses in their songs with Kenta

POPPY (17)

Name: Panu Jirakun
School: International Communication School
Birthdate: March 27, 1991
Birthplace: Thailand
Talents: Piano, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Breakdance, Saxophone
Behavior: Being cheerful, likes to meet new friends, indoor and outdoor activities
Sport: Football, tennis, swimming (received a trophy for swimming and football)
At age 13 he joined CISV in Italy
He was given a scholarship by AFS in Germany but didn't take it. Instead, he chose to be in K-OTIC.

KOEN (16)

Name: Patdanai Setsoowan
School: St. Johns International School
Birthdate: January 22, 1992
Behavior: cry-baby, playful, likes to tease and poke other people
Talent: Piano
At age 13, he also joined CISV in Italy
He became an exchange student in Japan when he was 14.
Also, became an exchange student in China when he turned15

21 december 2008

2008-12-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

Had sleepover with friends yesterday..
Talked till about 4..
Slept at maybe half an hour later?
Cause even when we were tucked in we still talked.. =P
Can't stop girls from gossiping no? =D

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Went out for dinner..
Then went boulevard..
Walk walk around with Jaz and Emz..
marie had to go church first so we waited for her..
Her soon was SO LONG =P
So then she finally reach and pei her eat at Ipohtown there..
Then we saw santa claus!! (ok the fake one la =P)
And yes of course we decided to take picture with him..
And the snowman is sooo cute =P

This one super blur..
Lol..
Santa and her helper =p

Marie and me with snowman =P
Marie leaning on snowman..
haha..

This is me hugging snowman..
Haha..
Cute nei..
I mean the snowman.. =P
I look weird in here so whatever la..
In the christmas mood already..
Anyways..
We went to Emz house after that..
Watch shutter..
But the disc kept getting stuck so we gave up on watching it..
Wanted to watch the ending but we predicted the disc was going to get stuck again so can't do anything..
Sigh.. =P
Neways we talked after..
Then head to sleep..
Slept bout 4 hours perhaps?
We were all damn sleepy in the morning..
Had breakfast then head to Jaz home and then to my home..
I peng to bed right away and slept till dinner..
I'm a pig i noe =P

WARNING
IF YOU GONNA STAY UP LATE WITH YOUR FRIENDS GET SOME SLEEP IN THE AFTERNOON OR ELSE YOU'LL LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT/GHOST IN THE MORNING =P

Thank god

2008-12-22T18:50:00.001+08:00

Thank God the camera with my cousin now.. -.-

Pist

2008-12-21T10:41:00.006+08:00

Yes yesterday i had a great time and the day before..
Had my cousins wedding dinner..
Tea ceremony..
Holy matrimony and the bride actually forget to bring the ring with her..
That was furnie..
But then right..

MY **TARD BROTHER LOST THE DAMN CAMERA IN THE PUB AND GUESS WHAT ALL MY PICTURES ARE IN THERE!!

So yes i don't exactly wanna talk about it and the wedding cause it's pointless when i don't have pictures..

WARNING
DON'T BE STUPID AND BRING CAMERA TO PUB WHEN YOU KNOW YOU GONNA GET DRUNK OR ELSE YOUR LIL SISTER WHO MAYBE IS A BLOGGER GETS ON UR ASS AND SLICE IT TO PIECES >(

Boots

2008-12-19T16:45:00.003+08:00

Yay finally i got the boots!!
My mum wasn't really in for it but oh well.. =P
She change her mind pretty quick..
Haha..
It's like rm69 okay..
Stupid person say no half price even after buy another..
hello!!!
They put in on the window?? =.=

My dad pay for it anyways.. =P

And..

And..

And..

AND..

Tadaa~~
Or how would Ems and Jas say it..
Chio or not?? =P
Boots! =D
Okay it isn't THAT long until my knees..
But somewhere 1 cm below my knees...
My legs very short okie..
Don't laugh.. =P
Finally own my own pair of boots!! XD

Jae Jinnie oppa!

2008-12-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

WARNING
BRACE YOURSELF AND DON'T FALL OFF THE CHAIR LOOKING AT THIS HOTTIE =P

~17th December 2008~

Lol..
I purposely use that picture cause Won Bin is in it.. =P
Loveeeee them both a hell lot..
My favourite among the rest =P
Today is someone's birthday..
Yes yes i mentioned earlier in my previous post..
IT'S JAE JIN OPPA BIRTHDAY!!
WEE!! ^^

Saengil chuka hamida! ^^
Jae Jin hot lei..
But apparently it is said he looks like a goat..
Haha..
He said so himself in some video they were having their stage performance..
Search it up in youtube..
Ft island rocks! ^^

Lol..
He is so adorkable =P

(I wish i was the doll) =P
And did i say he is one year older than me?
Ahem ahem can go chase..
Ladiladida =P
In my wildest dream only though..
Bluek =P

생일 축하합니다!
I think it means happy birthday =P

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Random but i like my nails!
Lol painted it red and put the nail thingy on it..
And here is the outcome..

~ME NAILS~
Okie it wasn't really done nicely cause i got lazy to touch up and stuff..
Oh wellies =P

Haha..
My other hand..
I had to cut my precious nails just to do it..
Cause if it's too long i'd look like a ghost.. T.T
Bye Nails..
Hahaha =P
It took me so long to grow it like almost 2 cm okie..
Sigh..
Oh well..
Have to sacrifice for beauty =P

Duck butt!Saengil chuka hamida!

2008-12-15T22:17:00.004+08:00

Lol..
Saw somewhere that it was someone's birthday..
But wasn't sure..
So when i visited Jas blog..
It really is his birthday today!

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Know who? =P
It's..

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JUNSU OPPA!
Junsu Junsu Junsu! =P

The cutie of DBSK..
Haha..
The aegyo one that claims himself to be a man =P

PS~ That muscular pict in Jas blog just killed me and scarred my mind for life =P

PSS~ It's JaeJinnie birthday two days from now!!(17th Dec) =P

Next is this cutie/hottie birthday..
Ladiladida.. =P
They don't know i exist so what, i still love them
Haha.. =P

Keke..
Two cuties birthday!! XD

Friday,today =P

2008-12-12T23:24:00.006+08:00

Have no idea what nice title to put anymore..
Haha.. =P

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Anyways went for dinner at cousins new house..
They just came back from Singapore..
The awkwardness was like crazy and we didn't talk much..
Actually we didn't even talk -.-
Thank God Janice and i started talking and the awkwardness was gone..
Well i guess it happens to everyone right..
I see them once a year only also ma.. =P

It was a housewarming/birthday party..
Then this little cute darling turned up.. =P

Cute lei!!
So ADORABLE.. @@
I love her eyes..
Damn.. =P
Her name is Debra..
Or Deborah..
I think her chinese name is xin xing..
Sound like star no? =D

The cake..
Kinda like agar agar cake like that..
Really nice though =P
I know i very foodface
Ladiladida =P

Birthday boy and cake =P

From left..
Jade,Jasmine,Sebastian,Johan and Sylvester(sitting on Johan leg) =P

Cuzzies.. =P

So after eating and everything Johan asked us to play card games..
And..

Tadaa~~
Here we are..
So embarrassing cause i had period and it stained the floor..
-.-
But they thought my leg was bleeding so it was like a cover up..
Ladiladida =P

Random but...
I LIKE THIS PHONE SERIOUSLY~ -.-
C905 i think..
Kanasai so nice one..
It's 8.1 megapixel..

8.1 megapixel..

8.1 megapixel..

8.1 MEGAPIXEL..
It would be so nice for my blogging..
Since all my picture sucks..
Damn.. -.-
But i'm not rich so oh well =P

Movie Movie Movie

2008-12-11T20:36:00.004+08:00

Wee..
Was too tired to blog yesterday..
Got home from Jas place then went to sleep liao =P
I know it's early but whatever..
A girl needs her beauty sleep okie =P

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Well..
Jas,Marie and I went to watch twilight..
Oh and not forgetting Sylvester =P
Four of us went into a cinema which was practically full of people..
We had to sit at like D one place!!! -.-
And also Marie lost her phone in the cinema..
She was like going on and on about it the whole time..
But it's alright lar Marie..
Just lucky it wasn't an expensive phone..
Not like 1200 one phone like me..
Get to buy new phone also ma =D

Ps~Told you guys go star watch larr... =P

Anyways..
My neck was dead after watching the two hours movie..
We were like spazzing about SOMETHING in the movie..
AHEM AHEM =P
Ladiladida..
Forget what i was saying =P

WARNING
Do not ever watch movie in front

WARNING NO.2
Brace yourself for Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson =P

Haha..
I didn't fall for him..
Ahem..
Only the part where he stare at the girl and protected her plus drove the bad guys away..

LADILADIDA =P

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After movie we went around..
Tried a dress from MNG...

And... =P

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Tadaa~
Me and Jas tried the same dress.. =P
It was loose on her..
Just right for me.. XD
My hair look so long.. -.-
Look like fake hair no?

~ME~
Lol..
Only can see my body..
Cannot see my face =P
It looks kinda slutty..
BUT I LIKE =P
But it's worth Rm 115..
Mummy won't buy for me one..
Sob.. T...T
I'm living a sad sad life =P

Nail arty

2008-12-08T19:19:00.003+08:00

Was bored so decided to give myself a french manicure.. =D
Bought the nail sticker thingy..
For RM3.90 one okie..
So expensive.. ><

All flowers and colourful! =P
Kinda blur though the pictures..
My phone cam lausy..
Don't say anything..
I not a rich brat that can afford 5484351548456 dollars camera =P

Tadaa~~
Well it's blur..
Again =P

From another angle..
Kekeke~ =P

THIS IS PURELY OUT OF BOREDOM =P

We got married!

2008-12-07T14:55:00.004+08:00

~WE GOT MARRIED~

Ant couple, AlShin couple, No name de couple =P, AnBi couple and Lettuce couple

GYAHHH..
Addicted to We Got Married..
And can watch over and over again..
Kekeke =P
My favourite is AlShin couple but they left..
SOB!!
Cause of their busy schedule..
Sigh.. T.T
Can't wait for the next episode..
I TOTALLY LOVE LETTUCE AND ANT COUPLE..
THEY ROCK!! XD

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WARNING~
Watching We Got Married is highly addictive so if you have decided to watch it brace yourself =P

Tea anyone? =D

2008-12-05T22:32:00.006+08:00

Finally get to go out today..
Jas just came back from KL..
It feels like 100 years didn't see her.. =P

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Anyways the whole MEJA gang was there..
FINALLY =P
We always seem to be missing one person when we go out..
But this time we all together..
Kekeke =P

Went to Jase's Tea Room..
Somewhere near Choice Premier..

But then right..
We very very soi..

soi

soi

SOI

SOI

Cause when we reached there it wasn't even open yet..
It said open at 7..
But we waited till like 7.15 still haven't open.. -.-
So we went to the kopitiam get a drink first..
Lol..
We were super full after when we went to Jase's..
It finally open about 7.45..
Wasted 30 minutes at kopitiam with freako's staring at us.. -.-
Oh well...
A girls life is like that =P

The atmosphere was really nice..
Like a home atmosphere..
But i think we felt too at home till talk too loud and make so much noise.. =P
Oh well Meja gang is known for 'being noisy' =P

If don't believe can ask the teachers in school.. XD

Ladiladida =P
Then like what we always do..

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CAMWHORE! =P

Jas and Ems =D

Me and Marie...
I look weird here -.-

Jas Marie Ems Adz!!(suppose to be MEJA but we not standing in that position =P)

Me and Ems =P

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~FAILED PICTURE~
I thought my photo taking skills were great..
But then right..
I'm cut out..

This Jas cut out..

Those picture proved me wrong..
I totally FAILED.. =P

~OUT OF PURE VANITY~Mua!
Haha..
Surely got picture of me alone...
Kekeke =P

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So we talk talk talk till went crazy.. =P
And this is the end product before going home..

Tadaa~~
But after this picture still got eat cake..
Haha.. =P
Well then i don't have to say what i'm doing now..
Cause it's obvious.. =P
You know right?

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Ladiladida =P

Ho ho ho Xmas on the way =D

2008-12-04T15:22:00.008+08:00

Damn @#$#%^&^*()*&%$@#^&*(&^%
Wander what's wrong with my phone cable..
Can't connect to computer..
Grr..
Always pop out..

USB device not recognised..

What lar i try connect like 235575465234 times already.. -.-
Anyways..

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Back to what i wanted to blog about..
Cannot whole day complain about phone cable.. =P
You know what that picture means..

Christmas

CHRISTMAS

CHRISTMAS

CHRISTMAS

Is just around the corner..
Well..
Soon lar =P

This gingerbread bunny look so adorable somehow.. =P

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Put up the christmas tree already..
I had to do most of the work..
Since my mum say i spend the most.. ><
The annoying thing was my sis just sat there look only and didn't bother to help..
Oh wellies..
My christmas pressie the best anyways =P

Ta~dAa~~~
My work.. =P
*Claps for myself* =P
This is not the best part yet..
Wait till you see the end product..

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Wa lah~!!!
Here it is..
Forget take picture with the tree though..
Was too caught up looking at it..
Makes me feel like going hohoho looking at it=P

This in the dark.. =P
The lights too little though..
My mum insisted that it was enough..
I wanted to put the red lights but she said later it would be hard to take down..
Sooo not into the christmas spirit one -.-
Well she has to spend money that's why =P
I did a good job right with the tree?
RIGHT RIGHT??
I'm looking at you..
Better give me an applause =P

Kekeke..
*Waits for people clap*

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Eih why no clap one!!!
Suak lor...
Hmp.. =P

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A shirt i bought at spring D&D..
Excuse the green thing between my legs..
I was holding on to my shirt cause my mum kip asking me be quick till forget put on the hanger thingy =P
Again with stripes..
Kekeke =P
Gonna be so stripy next year..
Since all my new year clothes all stripes also =P
Become a zebra O.o

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WARNING
You better not cry,you better not pout or else santa's reindeer will eat you =P

Happy birth-day lil nephew =)

2008-12-03T18:10:00.005+08:00

OmiGosh

OMIGOSH

OMIGOSH

OMISGOSH

Happy BIRTHday little nephew..!!
Kekeke...
Name~ Aidan Teo Chung Chen
Age~One day perhaps? =P
Date of birth~Yesterday.. 2nd Dec 2008

Hello little cute nephew..
I'm Adeline..
Your ee ee =P
Haha..
We're practically 16 years apart..
Let's see..
When i am 30..
He would be..
14?? o.O
Wow..
Then that time the cycle will continue..
Me and my kid..(If i had) =P
But the difference is they will be cousins instead of auntie-nephew relationship..
Kekeke =P

Here's a cake for you..
Since your in KL i can't get you a real one...
Wait till i go over then i'll personally get you one okie? ^^

Happy birthday Little adorable nephew ^^
Hope you don't grow up being naughty =P

Stripy day

2008-12-03T17:28:00.010+08:00

So tired today..
After tuition went straight to shopping..
Some more the night before couldn't sleep properly..
Wander why..
I have a problem sleeping suddenly..
It's like there's so much in my mind that my body won't let me rest until i figure it all out..
There are too many questions..
And some questions are better left as questions rather than getting an answer..
What i don't know won't hurt me..
Oh wellies..
Going back to shopping now.. =)
The only thing that keeps me happy =P

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Anyways..
Went to spring today..
It has been a million years since i went there..
Nothing much change too lar actually =P
Bought a stripe shirt..
I have no idea what's with me and striped clothes now a days..

Stripe..

STRIPE..

STRIPE...

STRIPE...

Kekeke =P

Ladiladida..
But sadly mum says it's only for christmas present..
So i can't wear it now..
SOB..
Have to wait soooooo long only i can wear..
Sob SOb.. T.T

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Total randomness but don't you think this dress is nice?

Don't ask me where i found it..
I just googled stripe and this came up =P
Nice right?
I mean it's simple and stripy..
I like simple dresses..
But then right..
Sadly..
I have a flaw in my body shape so i can't exactly fit this kinda dress.. =P
Only other types i can wear..
The types which are like tubes and feel-like-can-fall-off-anytime kinda dresses =P
Bluek.. =P
Another Randomness =P
Haha..
It's not the letter F by the way..
Its Kekekekeke...
In Hangul =P
Which is korean characters..
I find korean characters super cute..
Like got little round thingys... =P

Kekeke..

Kekeke...

KEKEKEKE... =P

Fu*ked up

2008-12-02T15:32:00.003+08:00

It has been like 3 days now that you're giving me cold shoulders
C'mon lar it's just a small thing why you have to be so pist off about?
You're not the only one pist off
You know i think your life would be so much better off without me
Like you always said yourself
One day if i disappear i bet you'd be super happy
Jumping for joy
Thanking the Lord for answering your prayer
What the hell is wrong?
If you don't want me here then just say lar
So hard mer?
You wanna know something?

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Ice creamy =P

2008-11-30T20:20:00.004+08:00

Went for ice cream today..
With Fran and Caroline..
From the sign up there you can guess where la ho =P
Caroline drove us there..
Her car nice..
And comfy.. =P

We had the triple cup one..
Peppermint chocolate..
Oreo...
And..
Vanilla something..
Don't remember..
Was it Vanilla honey?
Hmm Hmm..
Short term memory lost =P

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And...

AND...

AND...

AND...

Yet again i met the lodge bitch there..
I so soi meet her here and there one..
Her eyes grew like damn big when she saw me..

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Yea something like that..
Super big =P
And of course i just ignore her..
She's an idiot embarrassing herself..
I'm mean but who cares =P

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Anyways before putting Fran down at her house we took a couple of pictures..
But my hands were shaky..
So..
Yea..
Pictures came out blur..
But oh well =P

Super blur this one.. ><

Not so blur lar this =P
Then..
Caroline send me home..
End of story =P
Blueks..
Tata..

2PM 2PM!!

2008-11-28T22:17:00.008+08:00

GYAH!!

GYAHHH!!

GYAHHHH!!

GYAHHHHH!!!

I bet you all wandering why i put 2PM in my title right..
Well here it is =P

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2pm!

Omg..

OMG..

OMG...

I am CONFIRMED fallen in love with the group 2PM =D

Chan Sung,Nickhun,Junho,Junsu,WooYoung,Taekyon and leader shi, Jae Bum =P

The group..
From left...
Nickhun,Chan Sung,JaeBum,Taekyon,Junsu,Junho and Woo young..
All of them cute right..
Don't you think Junho looks like Rain?
Yes right?
Was so shock when they compared his picture with Rain in Star Golden Bell..
It's like a funny game show..
Good for health to watch =P

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It started of with Nickhun..
The most adorkable (yes ADORKABLE =P) guy i've ever watch/seen in my entire life..
The group 2 Pm is all about dancing..
Cool okie..
And of course they from korea lar.. =P
But Nickhun is from Thailand.. O.o
So cute lar all of them..
After That...

AFTER THAT...

AFTER THAT...

I got stuck on Junsu..
Not the DBSK Junsu..
The 2Pm Junsu..
He's cute..
He raps really good..
Why no guys like this in Kuching one..
Actually good also lar no guys like that in Kuching.. =P
Cause if i don't get him i'd die..
And if some other girl get him..
I kill her =P
I mean it..
Grr..

Junsu!! ^^
I think it's Kim Junsu if I'm not mistaken..
And...
Now..

NOW..

NOW..

I've totally fallen for the leader!!
Jae Bummie oppa!!
Omg..
He's super cool..
Super good in break dancing..
But then right..
His body can just kill me.. =P
You wanna know why?
I'll show you why..

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Leader-shhi bodi

CRAZY RIGHT FOR A SMALL GUY!! -.-
Some more this is i think quite long ago..
In a video in youtube he show his body..
100 x more muscular now okay -.-
And he's short..
REALLY short =P
Nevermind..
I'm short too anyways.. =P
But still..
SUPER CUTE
My Jae Bum =P
Oh and did i say that he is SUPER fair too?
Omg ar..
Korean guys are like 'puteri lilin' one..
Candle Princess..
Direct translation =P

He doesn't look that good here..
But PEOPLE!!
Go youtube watch Mnet hot Blood..
He look so super cute in there..
It's like a series..
About physical training and mental ones..
Super sad okie..
Well I'm off to cntinue watching now..
Byes.. =P

Boring day

2008-11-25T20:21:00.004+08:00

Yet another boring day..
Boredom never seem to fail me..
Seriously.. -.-
My everyday routine..

7.30 AM
Wake up,bath and its off to tuition..
Yea crap right tuition so early..

8.00 AM
Reach tuition do work..
Hardworking ba =P

10.30 AM
Two choices..
1. Shopping
2. Go home eat then sleep.. =P

--.-- AM / PM
After get back from shopping / wake up from sleep which i'm not sure what time it will be =P
Sit i front of computer whole day till eyes pop up..
Oh and stuff my face with food..
Junk food that is..
It's no wander i'm growing fatter =P

WARNING!
HOLIDAY MAKES PEOPLE FAT =P

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I know i know..
AGAIN right? =P
This time to saberkas..
Forgot to take me trying on this super nice shirt okie..
Damn..
Was too caught up till forget take..
Sigh..
Oh wellies =P
Shop shop shop then went to eat at Noodle house..
Then shop shop shop again =P
Then get home..
Sit in front of comp..
Till now..
And look what I'm doing..
Blogging.. =P

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Out of boredom,crap pictures came out =P

Lights,Cameras..

ACTION!

*Snap Snap*

Arrr....
Don't mess with me =P

BLUEK!!!
See my tongue? =P
And then..

*SNAP SNAP*

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Muakss!
I like doing that.. =P

Another day another outing

2008-11-23T19:58:00.010+08:00

I seem to be going out a lot nowadays..
Go out to near near place also song..
Something wrong with me..
No wait..
Not something wrong lar..
Is suppose to be..

BORED

Boredom can seriously kill.. -.-
Anyways..
I went to OneTj mall this morning..
It's a new mall..
But only sell computer and those electronic stuff..

WARNING
DO NOT GO THERE IF YOU DON'T HAVE A HUGE AMOUNT OF MONEY OR ELSE YOU'LL ONLY GET KEK TIOK TO DEATH =P

And coincidentally i saw some bitch there..
What the hell man..
People don't even know her she hin people for what?
Some lodge bitch was there..
THE ONE WHO SCOLDED EMS FOR CALLING HER A LAKIA..
Erm..
Lemme see..

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WE DON'T BLOODY KNOW HER..

Total swt~ness..
She kept looking at me and hin me..
Not even looking at her she hin who?
The piak ar?
Crazy girl -.-
Go kiss the piak lar..

Better stop talking about her...
She fat..
I'm mean i know but who care =P

P.S~We don't even know you so stop embarassing yourself okie? =)
Haha..
That's to her but she won't read my blog..
Whatever =P

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Anyways there was a 3 on 3 basketball match..
Was held beside the mall..
At the carpark..
Was too caught up watching them play till forget take picture =P
There were so many group playing..
Too many till i couldn't figure out who was who..
I remembered a few of the groups name though..
Kenyalang..
Flying Kick..
123..
Tired something something..
Don't remember what the back name was.. =P
So funny funny one names..
Well can't laugh at them though..
My group last time was called A.S.S =P
Nice lei =P

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
The referee there was the referee at the competition i was in before..

HE SO UNFAIR ONE OKIE THAT TIME KEEP BLOWING HIS WHISTLE *PIT* HERE *PIT* THERE.. -.-

But this time he was fair lar..
If he *pit* here and there i go take the whistle *pit* into his ear and break it ar -.-

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Anyways back to topic..
So many laptops here and there..
Everywhere i turn is computer and laptops..
Keke tiok arr =P
No money cannot go there..
Remember that..
I wish i was some rich brat That didn't need to beg parents to get me a laptop..
But dreams are hard to come true,no? =P

Today

2008-11-21T20:52:00.005+08:00

Went shopping again today..
But this time to parkson..
Yea with mum and sis of course..
=P
Bought a pair of shoes..
Never knew my feet were soooo small...
SUPER SMALL..
Okie lar..
Not until like the binded feet..
Mine bigger! =P
Anyways..
Just walked around the supermarket and..

AND..

AND..

AND...
Yet again a traumatising thing..

WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY SELLING THERE!?!?!?!

This is the oh so normal oil that we use to cook..
But this..

THIS..

THIS..

Why the hell is it all white?!?!
Lol..
It's like the fat in the oil became fat literally..
Sit on the shelf too long till become like that..
Whattt..~~ -.-
Now don't dare touch oil liao thanks to that..

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My dad was gardening this afternoon and he asked me and my sis to collect the dead leaves lying around..
So being obedient,of course we listened and get our lazy asses off the bed and chair..
Well i was lying down and my sis playing comp =P
It's like i think so many years i never been to my backyard..
My coconut tree was like super tall..
And i felt sia soi when i remembered i told my frens the tree was as tall as me..
Well..
It's like 5 times of my height adi..
Ladiladida..
Hope my frens don't remember me saying my coconut tree was as tall as me only =P

Anyhow..
When picking up leaves..

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I SAW THIS GIGANTIC BUG..
Okie not so gigantic lar..
But never see so big ma..
I lookes like the dung bug.. =P

See..
Even from far can spot it so easily..
Hmm..
See you viewers out there can spot where or not..
If can you win a prize!!(A sweet..)
*Cough cough*=P

~The bug =P
I still had guts to take nearer..
Half of its wings are like cut off adi..
I think cause my dad was mowing the lawn..
Sad beetle..
Wait..
Sad BIG beetle =P

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Got my hair cut today..
Was in a dilemma..
Didn't know whether to cut short or not..
Wanted to cut a bob..
But..
As usual i chicken out.. =P
I just cut my hair thinner..
Layered it i mean..
Now my head feels so so light..
Wakakaka =P

~P.S: Sorry Star Family for buzzing you all the time bout whether i should cut my hair short or not =P

Then..

Walah!
Well i think not much difference lar..
Just thinner =P
And fringe shorter..
Finally can see my other eye properly
Kekeke =P

Regrets

2008-11-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

Regrets happen a lot..
Thinking that whether if certain things didn't happen,it would change the future..
Or even the present..
There are times when i wander..
If i could just rewind it back to then..
To the time when everything started to fall apart..

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Or will it happen to me eventually but not sooner?
They say that regretting is just a waste of time..
Which is very true..
But we just can't help ourselves..
Blaming ourselves for what happen..
Maybe if i did things differently i wouldn't feel how i feel now..
Wouldn't go through everything that i went through..
When we get something we never seem to appreciate it..
But when it's time to let go of it..
Only then will we realize how precious it was to us..
Once it's gone..
Everything seem to fall apart..
Leaving behind everything..
Not ever looking back..
I never will forget him..
No matter how much pain he left me with..
As time passes by i cope with it..
But i can't help myself to think back sometimes..
I'm over him..

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But a part of me seems to be clinging on to the memories...
I feel like it's wrong somehow..
I should be looking ahead..
I sometimes wander..
Does he even think of me anymore?
Or even feel anything seeing me..

Although i miss him but my hatred for him remains..
I know it's stupid hating him..
But there's a dark side in me telling me i hate him..
I hate him so much i actually want to see him suffer..
But what's the use of that..
If he suffer then what next?

How i felt then was like an everlasting pain..

I thought you were my love
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love

I laughed only for you
I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness

Its all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
Youve hurt me so
You left me crying

You said youll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love

Being loved by one person
Giving love to one person
I foolishly believed that person would be you

To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that shell come back
Where did she go (Were falling further apart)
WHere did she go Were falling further & further apart
Ill love only you

Just in case you came back, back to me
I cant love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
Im waiting only for you

Its all lies, All lies
Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
Im waiting only for you

Night Night ^^

2008-11-19T22:05:00.003+08:00

Nighty Nights all..
Sleep well..
Sweet dreams..
Drift off to dreamland safely okie? =)
Don't let those nasty lil bed bugs bite ya..
And when you got nightmare..
There's something you can do..

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Wake up =P
Well..
Getting sleepy..

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NIGHTS ^^

Noobie turn Novice? =P

2008-11-19T11:30:00.010+08:00

LoL!
I just found out how to change colour in photoshop!!
*Excited excited* =P
Okay fine it may be a lil late to find out since the world found that out practically million years ago..
But hey..
It's an achievement ba..
Bluek =P
So excited when i start changing my eye colour..
Wanted to learn how to make the flicker icons..
Or animated..
Or whatever it's called..
The one that repeats itself with differ pictures..
Erm..
Still in progress of learning..
Meanwhile..
My artwork!!
Not that master piece lar..
Bluek..
Should at least give me a pat on the back for effort ma.. =P
Don't mind the ugly pictures..
I used them cause...
Eyes big big Easier to do and see..
Kekekekeke =P

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WARNING!

LOOK AT THE EYES ONLY =P

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Blue eyes..
Always wandered how i'd look like using blue contacts..
Hmm... =P

Yellowish brown?
I think..
Simply mix colour come out this colour =P

Same brown also..
Not that visible though.. =P

RED!!!
Ok..
Can't really see..
But if too red also make no sense =P
Lol..
Cool ho.. =P
I am easily amazed by things.. -.-

Green!!
Wee..
I didn't know how to get grey so left that out..
Do easy easy colour only =P
Muahaha..
Must learn how to use photoshop more professionally..
Then beautify pictures..
Cool..
Then trick rich old man to giving me their money..
Good plan lei..
Which would never work..
Nevermind..
It's nice to dream..
Muahahaha..

Muahahahaha..

MUAHAHAHAHA...

Call me evil,I don't care =P
Bluek

Muakekekeke =P
It's nice being evil sometimes..
You know why..?
It's cause..

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Boobie day =P

2008-11-18T13:20:00.008+08:00

It's just another traumatising day..
Went to Sarawak plaza this morning..
And...

AND..

AND..
I saw the most traumatising Thing ever in my life..
Okie..
I'm not trying to be mean but it really is traumatising..
Omg..
It's like a boobies day today.. =P
Lemme show you why..

P.s: No offence to women out there who have breast cancer ^^'''

BREAST CANCER..
Wait..
I mean..
SIGNS OF BREAST CANCER

Isn't it traumatising..
I think i should stop eating chicken now after seeing this..
-.-
Now i understand how much breast cancer woman feels T.T
I feel for them..
Women out there..

WARNING!
TAKE CARE OF YOUR BOOBS PROPERLY

Anyhow..
Lucky i ate before seeing that..
If after i don't think i would have the appetite to eat anymore..
Actually now also no appetite =P
Anyways..
I still had the urge to try on new bra..
At minoshe..
Even after seeing such traumatising boobs..
I still had to buy bra ok even though the pictures so scary..
I not ang mo don't wear bra one..
I very decent =P

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THIS POST IS MAINLY FOR GIRLS EYES ONLY =P

Pierre Cardin..
I find this pattern cute..
Dotted one..
Rm 39.90..
Mum didn't lemme get cause say too exp for a bra..
But herself buy 100 bucks one bra ok.. -.-
Mums are so hypocrite sometimes.. =P

Another bra i find nice..
Red colour one..
But can't get it or else can see through my shirt..
Somemore my shirts white colour..
We don't want that happening now don't we? =P

*****
My sis bought this jacket..
Which she say i can wear also..
Cause i was spazzing to her and telling her to get white and gold jacket..
Ladiladila =P
And..
SHE LISTENED
I love her so much =P

Nice lei..
Simple and nice
It's white and gold..
I'm crazy over and white and gold lately..
I wander why.. =P

1st Day of second week holdiay

2008-11-17T12:50:00.006+08:00

I'm practically dying..
Dying of...
...
...
...

...
...

BOREDOM!
Kill me now..
It's only the start of second week and i'm already bored of it...
Before i was praying for holidays..
Maybe it's true what they say about 'be careful what you wish for'
Now i understand why -.-
I'm confirm broke...
And broke = no shopping
No shopping = Boredom
Boredom = DEATH!
Beware people..
Boredom is one of the global warming..
Or more like one of the worse disasters of the earth..
Haha..
Drama =D
But it's true!!
You gotta agree with me..
Oh well i'll just spazz about cute guys in korea..
Non that can be found in Kuching..
Or even Malaysia..
Why GOD WHY???
All the smexy people are in other places..
Sob T.T

CUTIESS

Super Junior ^^

Dbsk!!

Ft Island =P
Shinee!!
Ss501 XD
Hwanhee babeh =P
Son Ho yong!!
Sexy body man ><
Xing..
I think it's a new band..
But they look cute *drool drool* T.TNot forgetting..
Smexy Rain =P

***
WHY AREN'T THERE ANY MAN/BOYS THAT ARE THIS HOT /CUTE IN KUCHING???

SOB..
THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIR.. T.T
I wish one day it will be raining hot men..
Omg..
That would be heaven =P

15 th november 2008

2008-11-15T17:04:00.007+08:00

Wawee!!
Yesterday we had a sleepover..
My house this time..
It was fun..
We went to jln song for dinner..
Before we went for dinner,we went around..
And went to the pet shop..
THE PUPPIES ARE SO DAMN CUTEE!!
Doggie!!! ^^
It didn't wanna look at me..
According to Jas it is attracted to her..
WHATEVER =P
Anyways..
Ate at pizza hut and the food there getting less and less -.-

It looks so much better in the menu..
WTH IS THIS SO LITTLE HOW YOU EXPECT PEOPLE TO EAT??
lol...

We cheese abuse as you can see..
Haha..
Meja the Cheese abuser..
Not bad eih =P

Anywayz..
After a while our table was like this..
This is called greedy people =P
In the end we couldn't finish..
Oh well.. =P
Then..
We did whad girls always do..
Camwhore!!
Ok i don't look that good in these pictures..
Don't mind my ugly face =P

Me and jas
Me and Marie..
Crap pose =P
Ems and me ^^
After taking pictures we dicided to make our own master piece..

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~SOUP OF THE DAY~
Put all sorta crap inside and walah!!
Cool lei =P
If my mum see this she would go..
"THINK OF THE AFRICA CHILDREN OK??"
-.-
Marie had to go pee badly and she bo pien use handicap toilet..
HaHa =P
We went around see clothes and stuff..
Window shop..
But i bought a shirt and now i'm totally broke..
BROKE..
A girls worse nightmare..
Being broke.. =P
We got back home..
Emz and Jas had a plan...
It was like this..
EMZ + JAZ = Makeup
It was crazy!!
Lol..
Well..
They got me doing it too..
Marie was our model..
And well although pictures didn't turn out as nice as it was..
SHE SUPER PRETTY!!
Seriously..
Was so jealous..
She looked like a model..
Dang..
Marie!!The model!!
Phewiittt..
Don't get itchy boiys..
She's taken =P

Marie's eyes..
Done by Ems and Jas..
I helped a bit too.. =P

Pretty leiiii...
If Ems photoshop it surely look nicer one.. =P
Lol..
Well..
I started doing make up too..
And..
Total FAIL!
Jas said cause my eyes are like guli and rounded so couldn't make me look cool..
Sigh..
Jealous of Marie ok!!
So i jut a simply one..
Jas and Ems couldn't cause they were wearing contacts so..yea.. =P
And Marie and me decided to take pictures..
Ladiladida.. =P

~US~
I like this picture ^^
Happie us =P

Kissie kissie!!! =P

Cool pict =P

And me,myself and I!!!
Haha...
Vain =P
Camwhore like hell..
My phone flooded with pictures =P
The night ended and we went to sleep..

******
We had the law thingy today..
Driving talk thingy..
It was..
SO BORING!!!
SO SO BORING..
Trust me..
The place there sucks somemore okay..
Omg.. -.-

And they showed us so gory one accidents..
I was traumatised..
FOR LIFE -.-
The guy got run over by a car..
Run over as in practically under the wheels of the car..
The person like the piece of road like that just went over..
OMG TRAUMA!!
Espacially the 'cantik muka' person..
THE PERSON IS DEAD AND DOESN"T EVEN HAVE A FACE AFTER THE ACCIDENT!!
KILL ME NOW T.T
Better stop talking bout this or else my hot chocolate will come out from the place it came in -.-
Anyways..
We had to do this thingy..
Like the the colour and number thingy..
Yea..
I did it very fast =P
Over all the whole day was boring..
So sleepy somemore -.-
But still got whole evening to blog =P
Ladiladida =P

Toodles ~

After Love

2008-11-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

Lol..
Listening to this song reminded me then, when he broke my heart..
Hatred..
Everything's a complete lie..
I like this song..
So true =P
After Love
Ft Island

Ft island!!

2008-11-13T18:18:00.005+08:00

Omg Omg Omg..
Spazz Spazz!!
Ft Island!!
Cute asses...
Omg they look so super cute..
Plus they are just about a year older than me?
Ladiladida =P

Cuties!!
*melt melt* =P
From left to right..
WonBin, Hongki, MinHwan the forever acting cute one, JaeJin (My cute oppa =P) and JongHyun..
Loliess..
JaeJin and WonBin my personal favourite..
Don't they all look so cute?? =P

JaeJin oppa!!!!
Personal fav. =P

Won Bin oppa!!
Another personal fav =P
But all of them too cute..
Omg...
Can go crazy over these cutiesss =P

MinHwan..
The Cry Baby of the group =P
Cutest

HongKi..
Lead singer..
Cute nei =P
But i think he looks better with his hair short..
Couldn't find his picture with short hair so this will do..
=p
The so called..
Mr.Awkward and cheesy..
Jonghun..
Suprisingly..
THE LEADER =P

Shopping

2008-11-11T14:47:00.002+08:00

Went Shopping today..
Suppose to go with my friends but my mum wanted to go too..
Plus my tuition teacher say only tomoro got tuition..
So swt..
Anyways
So nice bought many stuff..
Clothes i mean..
Totally regretted not buying this nice shirt..
Total regret..
THANKS to my mum..
Keep rushing me to go somewhere else..
Then she so cha this cannot that cannot..
Anyways..
There was this other shirt that i liked..
I like this..
Forgotten the shop name tho..
At hock lee

=P
But it was kinda low cut..
So...
You know how moms are =P
And than..
I went to one shop and saw a vest..
SUPER NICE..
Luckily..
my mum lemme get it =D
It's white..
The black ones were kinda gross..
So decided get a white one..
Nice lei =P
i was practically on a shopping spree today..
And the clothes i bought were all stripe..
Grey and white..
Black and white..
Green and lighter green..
Haha..
Stripes GOOD... =P

Shoes...SHOES..

2008-11-10T15:14:00.007+08:00

Omg..
I'm crazy shoes..
Having the urge to buy shoes shoes shoes..
Lol..
I'm pure girl that's why =P
Put girls and shoes together you get..
A girl spazzing over every nice shoes she sees and dies when she can't gets it =P
I bought one recently..
And it's mary janes..
Or pumps..
Or whatever it is..

One angle..
Another..

Then today..
I finally get to buy heels..
From Fashion Girls..
They have loads of nice shoes..
*Drooling Drooling*

Ma heels!!eek!! =P
I googled sneakers and saw this!

Kinda cool ain't it.. O.o
I was called sneaker heels..
Nice right.. =P
Okie i ain't sarcastic..
It's really nice

And..
THIS..
WTH IT'S SUPER NICE MAN!!
NIKE CAN JUST KILL ME NOW -.-

Sneakers!!
GOLD AND WHITE..
KILL ME I LOVE IT T.T
I swear i must get this one day..
Or an even nicer one..
Damn T.T
Kill me now T.T

Last Day of school And a Farewell

2008-11-10T13:15:00.005+08:00

Today's the last day of school..
Yea..
Weird huh?
It's on a Monday?
So alang alang one..
Then no more school liao..
Anyways..
We had Kfc today..
To celebrate the last day..
And also..
..Farewell party for Mr.David and Miss.Angeline..
We'll miss them loads..
Though i personally never listen to them in class =P
But will still miss them..
Somehow..

THE LAST DAY**
The Farewell..
Marilyn and them made this..
Sad to see teacher go..
The Man of the house =P
Haha..
Ok that sounded lame =P
Then again..
WE'RE ALL LAME.. =P
Us..
Just talking.. =P
And posing =P

Meja-F with teacher..
=P

Me with teacher..
O.o i look so weird..

Presenting..Class of 4Sc1 2008!! ^^
I didn't get to take Miss Angeline..
Didn't know where she was.. >< Muaks to all in my class..
And to teacher..
Good luck in everything you do!!
Don't forget us ^^

Worse brother on earth

2008-11-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Who the hell on earth do you think you are?
King of the world?
Sorry to break your dreams but YOU AREN'T!
So just Fuck the hell off
Wth is wrong with you
FYI I'm smarter,better and infinity times wiser than you
Don't you dare get on the wrong side of me
It would be my pleasure to ask people beat you up into pulp
Think i don't dare?
Wait and see
Stop being such a childish jerk
I'll look up to you when you stop failing in your damn exams
One is coming up soon ain't it?
I bet you're gonna fail again
Like you always do
Guess what
YOU'RE A DAMN FAILURE
QUIT SCHOOL
Go be rubbish collector or something
Don't burden mum and dad anymore
You're not gold in this family..
YOUR A DAMN BURDEN
Stop acting like you can get anything you want
Stop being a childish brat
You think you're better than me
THINK AGAIN
You're 3 years older than me so what?
I'm practically 3 years smarter than you you childish piece of shit
You think you're so so good?
Just cause of one pizza you go crazy?
Go die man

GROW UP

Banner!

2008-11-05T18:07:00.005+08:00

It was like hell at school today..
It took SOOO damn long for teacher to give us just 3 colours of paint..
not like we ask 5484513183232 of them..
ONLY THREE..
Only like 546844368485 hours later she gave us..
OMFG!!
Anyways..
Her face was like this..

Anyways..
We talked..
Talked bout..
-TUT-
Cannot say..
Censored..
Shh!! =P
Never knew Sam was like one of the star clan kind of people..
Kids nowadays..
Haha..
Bluek =P

***
The meeting..
..."Meeting"...

Haha..
From left clockwise is..
Jas Emz Marie Fran Gwen and Sam..
Me the photographer..
Some people was trying to hide their faces..
Bluek =P
Anyways..
We did the banner..
One side this anime..

Sexy no? =)

And this hottie.. =)
The artist..
Emz Jong..
*Goes wild and applause is heard* =P

After we drew finish it was the worse part..
..PAINTING..
=.=
Kinda hard..
But it turned out ok..
It's not finish yet..
But..
I'll show you once it's done ^^

toodles~~

Freedom day

2008-10-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

Finally we got done with our final paper!
It was heaven..
HEAVEN I TELL YOU
We went out after school..
And spazz..
But our day was super ruined by freakos..
All those lakia and huana freakos..
Some even stalked us and followed us okie!!
What has Malaysia become..
THEY ACTUALLY STALK US
Luckily we were smart enough to go to places with ppl..
That was scary..
And even when we were eating..
OMG..
some freakos tried to talk to us!
What the hell man..
Go die lar 'masyarakat sampah'
More like rubbish community..
What the hell man..
HaHa..
We watched house bunny..
It was nice okie..
Some people say is hiao one movie..
ITS NOT LAR OKIE =P

The house bunny
Marie accidentally said the HONEY BUN..
Swt.. =P
***

Anyways..
another story..
I GOT MY EARS PIERCED..
After like..
How many million years..
It was..
..PAINFUL..
okie maybe i did exaggerate..
But it was super sore after my ears got pierced..
Painful okie..
=P

A real boyfriend?

2008-10-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

Something that ones happened to me..

When she walks away from you mad - Follow her
When she stare's at your lips - Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you- Grab her and don’t let go
When she start's cursing at you - Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet - Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignore's you - Give her your attention
When she pulls away - Pull her back
When you see her at her worst - Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying - Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking - Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared - Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder - Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal's your favorite hat - Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you - Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt - Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you - she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands - Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you - bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret - keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes - don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - SHES HURTING INSIDE
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART - THE PAIN NEVER GOES AWAY *This is so true..*
When she says its over - she STILL wants you to be hers

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when you know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better than calling her hot.
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

THE NERD

2008-10-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

I have..
Once again officially become a nerd..
A pure nerd..
A crazy one too..
Reading too much books made me this way..

PS: READING TOO MUCH BOOKS KILLS! =P

The transformation..

From this...

The very normal but vain me..
Look so sat ho..
But then..
When you see the nerd me..

I've change into..
Into..
...
...
...

...
...
...

...
...
...
...

This!!
Omg..
Nerd trying to act cute??
FAIL =P

PIG MONSTER

2008-10-16T16:16:00.003+08:00

THIS IS OFFICIALLY PIG MONSTER..

I declare myself..
The pig monster..
Disturb me...
AND I EAT YOU..
GRRR..
Suppose to be oink..
But i changed..
TO GRRR...

Make me angry..

When i give u this stare..
I become..
....
....
....

....
....
....
....

....

THIS!!
Beware the pig monster
MUAHAHAHAHA =P

When guys fall in love?Don't think so

2008-10-15T16:30:00.006+08:00

Something i found in friendster bulletin..
Lemme see if i can go against them all..
Lets see..
I'm talking from experience k? =P

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

~Yea..
Kiss my beautiful Ars first =P
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1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

~True mer?More like the girlS they care about..
.
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

~Yea right..They will actually just dump you in a blink of an eye..
They show NO EMOTION..
I'm sober..
Live with it =)
.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile :)

~Hmm..Maybe true..
.
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

~This kinda true larr..
.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

~No..sometimes they'll just jump to conclusion that we like them..
We girls just like keeping a lil secret from them and making them think a lil..
Sometimes we want them to think we like them..
But in an indirect way
No harm right? =)
.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

~The advises just come out from our mouths automatically no?
Imagine ur telling a prob to someone and he just goes.. 'Ok'
I'll be like..HELLO I'M TALKING TO YOU PLEASE RESPOND =P
.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

~No..he teases you cause..
Either your nice to tease..
Or he just plain likes teasing people =P
.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

~EFFING HELL NO!
We love them but they just turn us down and throw us away like rubbish!
What the eff~!!
.
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

~Not exactly..
Maybe he just DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE HOT OR CUTE..
and the only word that pops up in his phone dictionary is beautiful =P
.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

~He will just forget it and won't even think about it -.-
.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.

~Or maybe is just REALLY is calm and laid back..
Another words..YOUR BORING =P
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12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

~EVERY GUY SAYS THAT..
They go crazy over every hot chick they see =)
.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

~No...It means 'LEAVE I WANNA BE ALONE'
What part of ALONE don't you get?? =P
.
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

~It might just be guys PMS =P
.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
something.

~Or there is just something smudged on your face =P
.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

~This i have to agree =P
.
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

~Trust me he will get freaked out and traumatized for life =P
.
18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

~They just wanna be a man..
When their heart like jelly..
This i agree too =P
.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

~BUt but...
MOST OF THEM ARE RUDE =P
.
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

~Or it's just because he's bored or messaging some other girl he likes at the same time messagging you..
Am i right? =P
.
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

~This is kinda true..
But some just get a new gf like straightaway!
.
Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE

~Which is soooo NOT =P
.
-Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

~If he is jerk then losing him isn't so bad after all =P
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-Guys, if you don't repost this in 1 hr then you will lose the girl of your life

~Vice versa

Back to square one

2008-10-15T16:25:00.000+08:00

Well..
I'm finally back to square one..
Alone..
Without a bf..
Feels strange..
Thinking bout guys?
Haih..Pif..
Feel like starting over with a new guy..
But it's gonna be hard..
Who will it be?
I have no idea..
I feel like i've fallen for someone..
But i'm not so sure of my feelings..
Maybe its too fast falling for someone..
One minute i don't..
A minute i do..
When he cares for me..
I feel happy..
When he says im cute..
Hmm..
MIxed up..
But when he just tease me..
I feel normal..
Wander what does this all mean..
Do i or do i not..
It's not like i can get him to like me to...
Impossible actually..
I wander...

...
...

...
...

It remains a pure mystery..

Gone crazy

2008-10-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

I am confirmed crazy..
Crazy till..
I oso dunno crazy like what..
Crazy like crazy people? =P
Exams were..
As usual..
HARD..
Really some hard crap..
I wish exams are just like memorising lyrics and singing..
Ahh..
Surely can pass one..
Even get an A =P
Hmm..
My history paper..
Dun wanna say adi..
IT WAS CRAP..
I left the paper practically half blank! o.O
Actually got put answer la..
But for 10 marks my answer was only..
....one sentence...
ONE SENTENCE
People 10 marks is 1 page mine is one sentence..
Cool lei!
Wander if each word i wrote got one mark or not..
They should ar..
At least i put my effort into writing that one sentence okie..
Or not i wouldn't even bother writing..
I should be awarded mark for effort..
But this is just pure crap..
I surely get an E..
E for Effort..
Just sadly people don;t see it that way..
What a bliss..
=P

Other than that..
Something is going very wrong in my life..
Things that people do start reminding me of him..
..Him..

Hmm Hmm..

2008-10-13T18:10:00.001+08:00

What am i feeling now..?
I dunno...

Something from the mind..

2008-10-11T17:18:00.003+08:00

I sometimes wander why..
It feels so hard getting back up on our feet once we fall..
It feels like there isn't a way out..
I feel grieve,sorrow,sadness and of course pain..
I wander why sometimes..
There are thing where we want..
But can never get..
Like the love from someone you once love..
Knowing i've lost them forever..
Or our friends..
Never wanting to lose them..
But i know that we are going to one day..
Maybe not the mind..
But I've learn they will be there for me no matter what..
Sometimes we feel inside that no one can be wit you..
Like a lonely child waiting in a corner for someone to be there..
Someone to carry you up and just wipe away all those tears...

My heart couldn't seem to open up anymore..
I couldn't forget him..
I fell a hundred feet..
But a friend once told me..
We fall just to learn how to get back up again..
At times i feel like running away from everything..
Wishing I'm in a coma..
Not waking up till i feel right..
Days has passed and i've learned that no matter what happens..
No matter how hard it could be..
I have to go on..
I don't have to leave all those memories behind..
I'll just keep it as good times..
Times we had together..
The times we laughed at each other..
No matter how hard living without you is..
I'll never forget you..
You'll be apart of me no matter what..
Heck i don't even know what I'm saying now..
Just suddenly feel like writing this..
HeH..
Something that comes from my heart and mind..
I know i can never be as strong as some people are..
Like my friends..
They seem so strong but i know sometimes things aren't what they seem to be..
Everyone deserves to cry..
Cry to let everything out..
To feel relieve..
That's what i do sometimes..
Makes me feel a lot better..

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To the star clan..
I always want us to be together forever..
I dunno bout the rest..
But..
I Know that we will always be here for each other..
How hard we fall..
We'll be there to help each other back up..
We'll smile together..
Laugh together..
Cry together..
Have fun together..
Okay guys? =)

The end of the world..

2008-10-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

Exam..
...Exam...
.....EXAM.....

All i can see is..
THIS..

Books..
...Books...
......BOOKS......
I am confirmed dead..
My funeral would be shortly ahead..
I haven't even bloody start my history and chemistry..
But here i am blogging..
Hmm..
I learned bio and physics..
The only two subjects i actually really studied..
The rest..
Can just say bye bye to me..
I'm gonna..

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FAIL MISERABLY
Fail..
Fail..
Lemme repeat that word..
FAIL

Hmm..

2008-10-04T21:41:00.003+08:00

Haih...
Feel so down today..
Had to study whole day..
Exams coming up soon..
And i think boredom hit me in the head..
I went crazy..
HaHa..
I got bored so...
I decided to take picts..

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One day..
A girl was sitting at the dining table..
Looking at me like so ah beng..

There she was!! (my sister la =P)
Waiseh..
Look so beng..
Shake leg somemore..
Tsk Tsk..
Thn i was just sitting looking like this..

Aiya..Mhy i feel so down ar??

Haih...Bored..And sad..
Actually on my mind was..
IM HUNGRY!! ><
Thinking what to eat =P

So then i looked at her lor..
WHAT YOU LOOKING AT???
SO BENG???
WANT FIGHT FOOD WITH ME AR??
LoL..
We both a bit crazy that time..
So we kept looking at each other..
And then..

Haiya..
Don't wanna look at you liao la..
I know you very pretty..
Dun wan look dun wan look..
HaHa..
crap..
So random..No? =P

Watermelon fever

2008-10-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

LoL..
I'm craving for watermelon recently..
I dunno why..
I think got watermelon monster possess me..
Wanting to get revenge on watermelons that kill it..
So wants to eat it all up..
So i took out the watermelon from fridge..
I cut myself one okie..
My hands almost died..
Cause the knife so small..

Cut into halves of the half whole watermelon..
Hope you understand what I'm talking about.. =P

Seee..
So nice right i cut to pieces =P

From another angle..
So proud of my work..
Haha.. =P

Then arrange of plate..keke..

And...
YUM!

Haha..
I look furnie here..
And greedy..
But my hands were sticky..
So couldn't take properly..XD

But then it was like war to eat it..
SOOOOOO many seeds ar..
Almost had to spit every 5 seconds..
Oh wait..
More like..
EVERY second..
And the end product..

Tadaa~~
Gone..
In just a blink of an eye..

The vengeful seeds..
Maybe that's why the monster wanted to kill watermelons..
HeH.. =P

Another

2008-10-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

recording5.mp3 -

recording6.mp3 -

The first one was the starting..
the second one..
Is the other part..
Hehe..
Cheers...
Not one of my best tho..
Don't laugh ^^

My first recording

2008-10-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

recording1.mp3 -
haha...
It kinda sound weird..
But oh well..
I sound better in real life..
Honest..
Here i sound kinda weird..
And..
I record in the bathroom!
Lol!
Will upload better ones in the future..
I just have a passion of singing that's all..
TatA~ ^^

Ps. I sang some mistake..Don't laugh kay ^^

SIng and dance?

2008-10-01T14:13:00.002+08:00

I so totally wish i could dance..
Well i can sing can i..?
But looking at those super stars out there..
They have one thing that i don't have..
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Ability to dance!
Omg..
Damn..
I have two left feet and trust me you don't wanna see me dance..
I can do this..

This reminds me of a quote..
It ain't over till the fat lady sings..
Haha.. =P
Anyways back to topic..
I can do that..
But when it comes to dancing I'm like..
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This! O.O
Oh my effing goat!!a.k.a omEg.. =P
Sigh..
I don't have time to take up dancing lessons..
I can't even dance to start with..
Damn..
Only in my fantasies will i dance..
Haha..

I wander..

2008-09-29T17:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when we seem to move on..
Why does the pain still ponder around me..
The blame for letting what happened lives with me..
I know that very day..
Was all my fault..
I'm the one to blame..
For everything that happened..
I did that mistake a million times..
But you always forgave me..
But why..
On that very day..
Things changed?
Why couldn't it be like any other days?
Why do i feel so hurt thinking about it..
Don't you feel the slightest pain of losing me?
Why do i feel like..
I lost part of my life..
My soul..
My body..
And most of all..
My heart
I know I have to live without you..
But why does all the good times haunt me..
Those memories are laughing at me..
Telling me it's my fault..
Rubbing it into my face..
How can i make this all go away?
Why does the pain i felt come running back to me..
Clinging on to me..
Never letting me go..
I can live without you..
I can forget you..
But it's hard..
Everything i felt bout you slaps me in the face..
When i see you happy without me..
My heart aches..
I feel like my existence in the world doesn't matter to you..
Who was i to you before?
Was everything you said about me a lie?
Was your feelings a lie too?
I'm here for nothing..
I'm just an empty body without a soul..
Without feelings..
Sometimes i feel like talking about you..
telling my friends about you..
Remembering the good times..
But that was all in the past..
There isn't any chance of turning back isn't it?
I still wander..
Do you even think about me?
Think about the old times?
I bet you just threw them away huh?
Treat it like i was never anyone important to you..
I was just..
A phase..

The Night =)

2008-09-28T10:25:00.003+08:00

Pictures before the performance

Andrea Ong and me

Drea Lau and me..

Before it started..
I prayed and practiced..
Heat beating fast..
Standing back stage..
I waited for the time..
And..
"Now we have a performance from st.Teresa"
Got on stage..
And before i started..
I sang a song for a friend..
Who lost someone dear to her..
I sang Amazing grace..
But unfortunately she wasn't there..
At least my other friends got in on video..
And when my performance started..
It was time to shine..
..=)..
Sang my heart out..
People cheered..
Especially my friends..
Love them loads..
They supported me all the way..
And not forgetting my duet..
Mildred Lee..
Did a great job..
=)
Got down from stage..
My heart that was beating fast slowed down..
It was my first time performing..
On stage..
It was great..
But sadly..
ST.JO PA SYSTEM SUCKED..
Luckily it didn't ruin the performance..
It turned out okay..
Wouldn't mind doing it again =)
Unfortunately i only got a video of me singing..
No pictures..
Forgot to ask friends to take..
HeH..
Went home and took a pict..
This me after the installation night. =)

The singer.. =P

~The End~